do you ever get in those moods where you don’t feel like reading and you don’t feel like being on the internet and you don’t feel like watching a show and you don’t feel like sleeping and you don’t feel like existing in general
BUT YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING.It’s in words
i miss when i was like 12 and it would be the night before a big field trip or something and i couldnt go to sleep because i was so excited. i miss being so into a book that i would stay up past my bed time reading it. everything seems so bland or something idk. i’m only 19 and everything is so tiring. i miss wanting to be awake
At least the ridiculous situations I’ve been having with these dumb boys has given me motivation to go out and sugar again. I’m working on myself, I’ve already secured a job for when I move to London, I’m losing weight. All that is putting me in the right mind set to go out and get a sugar daddy.
I know my shit, I know I’m the shit.